Teamed up with Leesta Vall Records to bring you an exclusive live recording of Lost My Mind and Who Knows (interlude) from my debut EP Catharsis. These lathe-cut records each hold a unique recording of these songs which you get to choose which one to groove to. Each record is timeless, and yours truly. These were all one take, hopefully they'll be worth millions some day.
Includes unlimited streaming of Catharsis
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 2 days
edition of 4
Purchasable with gift card
$30USDor more
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
Teamed up with Leesta Vall Records to bring you an exclusive live recording of Lost My Mind and Who Knows (interlude) from my debut EP Catharsis. These lathe-cut records each hold a unique recording of these songs which you get to choose which one to groove to. Each record is timeless, and yours truly. These were all one take, hopefully they'll be worth millions some day.
Includes unlimited streaming of Catharsis
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 2 days
edition of 4
Purchasable with gift card
$30USDor more
Streaming + Download
Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
catharsis- my first ever release as kaymars. This song was my choice o debut as the first single off this ep, which I ended up naming after. I dove deep inside of myself to get this one out. It's a side of me that I've never shown anyone, something I keep to myself or only write about in songs. This song represents my release of all the emotions I've kept in growing up, and owning my independence, and thriving in it. This is my catharsis.
lyrics
Tears that just don't fall I'm,
Drowning in a sea of emptiness.
Holding on to something,
That just ain't there, it just ain't there no more.
Tell me why'd it come to this?
Feelings come back deeper and I sink deeper.
Waves are crashing, I have no time to catch my breath and I
Loose control.
But I'll say, yeah I'll say, yes I'll say,
I'll say it again.
(save myself..)
Moments pass like hurricanes.
That leave behind the mess I made.
I told myself don't get too close.
People never stick around, its true.
But I broke my rules for you.
Now I'm sinking deeper, sinking deeper.
Waves are crashing I have no time to catch my breath and I
Loose control.
But I'll say, yeah I'll say, yes I'll say,
I'll say it again.
(save myself...)
Smiles hide pain thats lived here.
But deep inside my world is burning wild.
They will never know, no.
Don't need no saving, I will save myself.
Over and over and over again.
I am stronger in this very moment now.
Than I've ever been, don't need no one.
I'm fine alone I,
Loose control.
But I'll say, yeah I'll say, yes I'll say,
I'll say it again.
(save myself...)
Ooh ooh, oh, yeah I'll say,
Yeah I'll say it again.
Save myself, I'll save myself... (4x)
credits
from Catharsis,
released July 2, 2021
produced by kaymars & patrick flores, written by kaymars
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